I cleaned my house today. This is really beyond amazing. It has been months and months since I have spent an afternoon cleaning and getting things done. I have been lacking so much energy these weeks that doing much of anything feels impossible, so to actually do it is awesome. I'm so proud of myself.
I know it seems little, but it's a big deal to me because I stood up to the raging ravenous monster of depression and did it even though I felt like shit, even when I could hardly stand and was dizzy from anxiety, I kept going and then a wonderful thing happened--I got some momentum going and I could do more and more and more.
So that's what it's like to get something done. It has been a long time coming...
xx, C
NICE!!!! I haven't spent an afternoon cleaning in years. And I wish I was kidding. Reading this post and thinking of my own place gave me anxiety. Crap.
ReplyDeleteGood for you! I know how awesome that must have felt. <3
Good for you! I'm so glad you were able to do something. I know that feels great!
ReplyDeleteCleaning always feels so good! Im glad you feel accomplished. Its the best feeling ever.
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it's so nice to be able to clean your space and feel the energy of the space shift...
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